Fil ade company baru lah beb. found this on Straits Times. X)
NONG NONG AGO. // before.
my scrabble says SBSBS UNITED.
nadiah smangat story-telling. XD
againn.
minah2 jamban.
trademark dier.
emo nmpk emo nmpk.
atiqah so cute, azlin so camera-friendly.
again. // after.
akuu..
lagi.Boo.
I dont know what is wrong with me nowadays. Maybe sensitive ehk? Hmm. Ntah lah.
Aku regret gitu tunjok Fil diary aku. >.<
I find that mr soh is good. :D
I understand most of his lessons ler.
But I do admit, sometimes I get bored.
Then there is the english teacher tu, pon best.
But poor her, she always shout but our class still make noise.
Hah.
Pasal bende sensitive tu, ya I do admit la hor.
Aku sensitive. Tak tau ape jadi sampai boleh jadi cmni.
Yes, jealousy is very annoying. I am totally fine if someone I love is close to someone else whom I love too. But I find it hard when that someone I love is close to someone else whom I hate. Hate? I don’t know to describe la hor. Not really hate lah, just that I dont really like the person so much.
And I admit that sometimes I feel neglected.
And this feeling is making me lose control, until sometimes I seriously feel like opening up.
First I thought the person already knows,
But on second thought, no.
If that person already knows, why do I still feel the same?
Why is this feeling repeating itself?
They dont exactly know how I feel.
And sometimes I find that I have been taking care of my actions and others nye feelings.
But what about my own? Does anyone really care?
It is like, I want to open up. But I cant.
Know why? Cos I have got no choice.
Bubye, =X.
I dont know what is wrong with me nowadays. Maybe sensitive ehk? Hmm. Ntah lah.
Aku regret gitu tunjok Fil diary aku. >.<
I find that mr soh is good. :D
I understand most of his lessons ler.
But I do admit, sometimes I get bored.
Then there is the english teacher tu, pon best.
But poor her, she always shout but our class still make noise.
Hah.
Pasal bende sensitive tu, ya I do admit la hor.
Aku sensitive. Tak tau ape jadi sampai boleh jadi cmni.
Yes, jealousy is very annoying. I am totally fine if someone I love is close to someone else whom I love too. But I find it hard when that someone I love is close to someone else whom I hate. Hate? I don’t know to describe la hor. Not really hate lah, just that I dont really like the person so much.
And I admit that sometimes I feel neglected.
And this feeling is making me lose control, until sometimes I seriously feel like opening up.
First I thought the person already knows,
But on second thought, no.
If that person already knows, why do I still feel the same?
Why is this feeling repeating itself?
They dont exactly know how I feel.
And sometimes I find that I have been taking care of my actions and others nye feelings.
But what about my own? Does anyone really care?
It is like, I want to open up. But I cant.
Know why? Cos I have got no choice.
Bubye, =X.
HURT
Why is it so hard for me
To let others see
How hurt I am
And how my heart sank?
Now I choose to keep it to myself
Cos I am sick of ears that are deaf.
When my heart breaks, no one can tell.
Even if they do, they dont care, well.
When the ones you used to talk to
Become the ones who tend to hurt you
Would you still choose to open up
With lips sealed, with the tongue so numb?
It is either they are deaf or they are blind.
Is it too hard to read my mind?
Maybe it is true, words are just words.
Maybe it is just me who easily gets hurt.
It seems like no one would understand
No one would reach out a helping hand.
God, show me your shining light.
It was here somewhere, but now it is out of sight.
I JUST WANT YOU TO WAIT
Wait. Isnt that a simple thing to do?
Stop, turn around and help me.
I cant catch up with you.
Wait, you are going too fast.
Cant you spare a thought for me?
I dont wanna finish last.
Wait, let time fly by.
I dont wanna be without you.
But you are leaving. Why?
Wait, I cannot let you go
No matter what happens.
You know I would miss you so.
Wait, I am losing grip.
Let me hold on to your hand,
Dont let a tiny bit slip.
Wait, dont you feel the tremble in my touch?
Or is it that you have forgotten
That I love you so much?
black&white ; Wednesday, March 26, 2008
