Monday, January 7, 2008 sometimes I just can't stand lame-ness. should I just laugh like so fake,, or just shut up ? or maybe I should say 'sorry,, you're lame,' but that sounds rude. today's just like every other day. but amyraa just can't stop singing 'nursery rhymes' and making stupid poems. I'm getting over it now. everything seems fine except for one. tmrw should have MD. so then I don't know how will I ever be able to talk to her like normal again. as if nothing happened. ahh,, stupid me. Nadiah said I should just talk to her. but ahh,, I seriously don't know how to. will I ever be able to do overcome this ? one side of me says: it's okay,, take your time. but another says: what if you make the wrong move again ? what should I say ? "hello ! how are you ?" "hey berok !" ? I would sound stupid. I'm afraid. well,, Mama's dinner went fine. she decided not to wear the wig. XDD and so when she left the house,, I put on the wig,, and camwhored. and in those pics,, the wig looks somehow,, v v real. oh yah. I bought a handbag that's like the same with Seha's. but mine's always nicer. :DD anyway,, I've just remembered that Afiq owes me $4. I want it. I seriously do. u mf,, I want my money back. I don't care if it's just so little. you're rich what. you pay for it. still can buy other stuff you know ! my cologne finishing ! over-idiotic moron. && Taufiq is in some kinda trouble eh ? Sha ? korang ni ? ok tk ? jgn cpat mrajok lah asshole. :D kidding. ----------------------------------------------------------- I'm missing you very much. I wonder if you've ever think of me. what I'm doing. what problems I face in school. I miss you. I truly do. now,, nobody seems to care every time I come back home,, no one asked me "how's school?" "is anything wrong?" "are you tired?" no one called me when I was doing my homework to ask "what are you doing?" "have you eaten?" "do you want any help?" you make me think you're dead. but I know,, you were good. the best one I will ever have. but you changed. changed a lot. there wasn't anybody who hugged me when I cried. and till now,, this song still reminds me of you. I can still hear you singing this song. &&,, your voice and his voice really sound the same.
I really really miss you. Love,, Adeq.
black&white ; Monday, January 07, 2008
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