BLACK&WHITE:]

Sunday, December 30, 2007

hahahah.

had some kinda fight with lollipop yesterday.

asked him why it's so hard to

contact him,, and he refused to answer.

all he always said was "hmmm".

like dumb like that.

some more super sensitive.

like hyper-sensitive.

mofo !

I hate US.

not United Stated ahh.

us. US. and now

I feel like letting you go.

Allah,, I'm so bad.

but he is too.

he's worse.

wanted to conference with them again ytd nite.

but there were too many people on the line.

so I was late.

so I couldnt join them.

saddddd.

then those kids asked me out.

but Atiqah didn't go so I didn't too.

if I go out,, I need at least 2 very close friends with me.

and I've just realised.

ohh. STUPID ME.

I've just realised that the 100mins free outgoing calls

is for one month usage.

not 2 years. asked Seha.

GOSH.

Allah,, give me the brain I used to have.

oh dude,, do you feel what I'm feeling ?

it's coming to me.

is it coming to you ?

I hope it is.

well,, I don't know why,,

as I think about it,,

I have a feeling,,

bahhhh.

forget this.

Nasyiba,, you're so evil.

and ytd had a long talk with siblings.

BIG talk.

about BIG things.

which are BIG problems.

ALLAH,, I'm begging you.

please.

I can't help this.

I can't stand this.

I'd rather be suffering knowing that the person who ruined my life is suffering too than to suffer alone.

its unfair.

you know it.

I've been wanting to take revenge.

I've been waiting for the moment when

You let us reveal all those evil deeds behind this man.

in front of the others.

in front of everyone.

let them know.

that all this while,, that man has been telling them

stupid grandma tales that don't make sense.

I hate him. you know I do.

I'm wishing,, oh how I wish,,

he'll get caught. all I want now is to see him

IN JAIL.

I mean,, him in jail,, not me in jail.

I truly do. I don't care.

and if I have to call 999,,

I will. just let me have the chance to do this.

Allah,, I'm seeking your permission.

I'm telling you. or else all this suffering won't end.

Allah,, I've accepted that you took my shining star

away from me some time ago.

but I thank you.

you took that shining star

and gave me a diamond.

this diamond,, was so special to me.

but Allah,, what if it stops shining ?

what else would you give me then ?

please Allah,, I beg you.

I want him in jail. I swear I do.

I don't wanna curse him

but he's making me do it.

please.

black&white ; Sunday, December 30, 2007