Thursday, October 18, 2007
k today I'm gonna blog about something I'm really thinking of,, since yesterday. since yesterday morning. yeaps. ok so if you don't know then act as if you understand and if you already know then just shut up.
she said she's letting my friend go slowly. hmmm. because she doesn't want my friend to get frustrated like what she felt last time. making friends with people with a different age and eventually then fight. yeah. and the way she said it is like making me terase. and I somehow felt that she's letting me go too. seriously. and I'm not lying about how I'm feeling. and I definitely know that I'm gonna lose her one day. because I seriously don't believe in 'friends forever'. but do they really exist actually? yea she can leave me,, but not now ah. we still have a lot to do. but yeah I know,, she needs to catch up with her studies bcos of her N and O level. so I can't bother her too much. I mean,, we really have to go separate ways. ahhh. ='(
I know we definitely will. I believe we will make good friends. I can't bear losing you but I know I have to do it. But every second telling myself that I have to forget you just make me miss you more. And I wonder,, how will you forget me? Maybe it's just about time. yea. time. We need more time to be together. But time will pass very fast. And I just can't believe it's about time. After 2nd December,, we'll be on different tracks. And if you are thinking what I am thinking,, wait. Are you sure? We just met. And I want to treasure more time. What can I do?
k that's all. bye :)
black&white ; Thursday, October 18, 2007
