Hey babes.
Sorry for the very very late update.
Hah, by now I actually don’t even think any one is reading my blog except for sbsbs babes.
Btw, from now on, if you find reading my blog a bit hard to understand, then maybe you don’t know me well enough. Ummmm. Understood?
Let’s talk about things – in order.
School, friends, home, and everything else.
School
Cekgu As was so OVER during that prize presentation right.
I know. I know. I know. I know.
And I suck at geog you know. Idk why.
And and I hate DnT very much. :D high-five people.
Friends
Wool. Wool. Wool.
Wool is so cool.
Hoho.
Goddd. I miss her!
Hah.
I don’t know.
I’m so called fed-up with her right now.
I would rather not being friends with her than to lose her trust.
And errh. I hope she reads this:
I’m sorry if I have not been talking to you or something.
It’s not that I hate your hairstyle or whatever.
Because I’m sick of always making the first move.
It always makes me think I’m a despo or something.
It’s me who has been pretending all along.
It’s me who’s going through it all alone.
Babe, you’re a great person. But I can’t wait. Because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing.
Yeah, disappointing.
Now ask yourself.
Are you changing?
How is it affecting others?
Wait.Disappointing? Or rather frustrating.
Sorry for the very very late update.
Hah, by now I actually don’t even think any one is reading my blog except for sbsbs babes.
Btw, from now on, if you find reading my blog a bit hard to understand, then maybe you don’t know me well enough. Ummmm. Understood?
Let’s talk about things – in order.
School, friends, home, and everything else.
School
Cekgu As was so OVER during that prize presentation right.
I know. I know. I know. I know.
And I suck at geog you know. Idk why.
And and I hate DnT very much. :D high-five people.
Friends
Wool. Wool. Wool.
Wool is so cool.
Hoho.
Goddd. I miss her!
Hah.
I don’t know.
I’m so called fed-up with her right now.
I would rather not being friends with her than to lose her trust.
And errh. I hope she reads this:
I’m sorry if I have not been talking to you or something.
It’s not that I hate your hairstyle or whatever.
Because I’m sick of always making the first move.
It always makes me think I’m a despo or something.
It’s me who has been pretending all along.
It’s me who’s going through it all alone.
Babe, you’re a great person. But I can’t wait. Because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing.
Yeah, disappointing.
Now ask yourself.
Are you changing?
How is it affecting others?
Wait.Disappointing? Or rather frustrating.
And oh yea.
I remember, last year mann.
I did the stupidest stupid thing anyone can ever do.
Urgh.
How I hope I can turn back time. Without being labeled as a sec 1.
(fuck off lah mofo)
Oh yeas. There’s this person I don’t know who.
But so sensitive. Amyraa je tau sape yang aku maksudkan.
Hahah.
Alamak kau ni.
Kau kate nk carik aku.
Tkderr ponn.
Think I scared is it.
No way !
Dungu nye gundu.
Aku banyak body guard la sey.
Oh dear. I miss being online.
Chatting with her!
And errrh. I really really really really miss china.
Mcmane sey nk lepaskan rindu.
Even if I go there in future (cheybah), it wouldn’t be as fun as going with those beijing dolls.
And I had a crazy idea.
What if, beijing dolls collect money many2, then when we grow older we go there together.
XD bongok kan.
But, is it possible?
Home
Sucks. It forever does. Everyone is like ditching me at home.
And I hate it.
Mama nag.
Seha bitching around with me. (cute right myraa?)
Saw what she did to me?
Saw my left elbow?
That’s it. Fuck kan.
Padahal aku tk buat ape2 kt die.
I was late for school. And ah, long story.
Sial nye betine.
Lucky abang is a lil loving.
Abang is the best.
But then I got fed-up with him the other day
For eating nadhirah’s toblerone.When I opened the fridge, it wasn’t there any more.
I remember, last year mann.
I did the stupidest stupid thing anyone can ever do.
Urgh.
How I hope I can turn back time. Without being labeled as a sec 1.
(fuck off lah mofo)
Oh yeas. There’s this person I don’t know who.
But so sensitive. Amyraa je tau sape yang aku maksudkan.
Hahah.
Alamak kau ni.
Kau kate nk carik aku.
Tkderr ponn.
Think I scared is it.
No way !
Dungu nye gundu.
Aku banyak body guard la sey.
Oh dear. I miss being online.
Chatting with her!
And errrh. I really really really really miss china.
Mcmane sey nk lepaskan rindu.
Even if I go there in future (cheybah), it wouldn’t be as fun as going with those beijing dolls.
And I had a crazy idea.
What if, beijing dolls collect money many2, then when we grow older we go there together.
XD bongok kan.
But, is it possible?
Home
Sucks. It forever does. Everyone is like ditching me at home.
And I hate it.
Mama nag.
Seha bitching around with me. (cute right myraa?)
Saw what she did to me?
Saw my left elbow?
That’s it. Fuck kan.
Padahal aku tk buat ape2 kt die.
I was late for school. And ah, long story.
Sial nye betine.
Lucky abang is a lil loving.
Abang is the best.
But then I got fed-up with him the other day
For eating nadhirah’s toblerone.When I opened the fridge, it wasn’t there any more.
Like fuck gitu.
Others.
Life has been the same like before.
The naggy people (you-know-who) remain naggy.
The crappish people remain crappish.
The cute people remain cute.
And above all, the hot people get hotter. (like me)
Nah, not really actually.
After being caught for my so-called long hair that is touching my shoulder.
Dummie.
How could she say I’m like going for a fashion parade?
Pfft.
Oh dear.
And now that I am 13 years, 5 months and 13 days, I realise something that’s very very sad to talk about.
I miss a lot of things in my past.
I miss being a K2 kid when bringing those barbie water bottles to school isn’t something funny.(SIAO!)
I miss my old kindergarten uniform! (cute right that uni)
I miss woodlands. A lot. If only I get the chance to visit that old house again.(yea I know)
That place holds a lot of memories. Happy moments, and also sad ones.
I miss eating durians with my whole family.(sob sob)
I miss si ling primary school. (KIDDING OR WHAT?)
I miss china.
I miss pei tong modern dance.
I miss popping. (kahkahkah)
I miss those birthday bash I used to have.
I miss that ‘moment of truth’. (aww. Memorable one)
I miss adam khoo’s workshop. (sialah. Giler siol bende ala tu)
I miss those p4 p5 hari raya days.
I miss pei tong CAREHUT babes.
One day I’m going there and meet aunty fong ming!
Oh I still remember her name after years.
I miss pt babes slenge bacen time.
I miss many many things.
Awww. If only betol2 ade time machine, I would do anything to turn back time.
Eish. Tsk.
Never mind, cekgu irda said I can never change the past.
But I can change my future.:D oh yea baby. Go girlfriend.
Others.
Life has been the same like before.
The naggy people (you-know-who) remain naggy.
The crappish people remain crappish.
The cute people remain cute.
And above all, the hot people get hotter. (like me)
Nah, not really actually.
After being caught for my so-called long hair that is touching my shoulder.
Dummie.
How could she say I’m like going for a fashion parade?
Pfft.
Oh dear.
And now that I am 13 years, 5 months and 13 days, I realise something that’s very very sad to talk about.
I miss a lot of things in my past.
I miss being a K2 kid when bringing those barbie water bottles to school isn’t something funny.(SIAO!)
I miss my old kindergarten uniform! (cute right that uni)
I miss woodlands. A lot. If only I get the chance to visit that old house again.(yea I know)
That place holds a lot of memories. Happy moments, and also sad ones.
I miss eating durians with my whole family.(sob sob)
I miss si ling primary school. (KIDDING OR WHAT?)
I miss china.
I miss pei tong modern dance.
I miss popping. (kahkahkah)
I miss those birthday bash I used to have.
I miss that ‘moment of truth’. (aww. Memorable one)
I miss adam khoo’s workshop. (sialah. Giler siol bende ala tu)
I miss those p4 p5 hari raya days.
I miss pei tong CAREHUT babes.
One day I’m going there and meet aunty fong ming!
Oh I still remember her name after years.
I miss pt babes slenge bacen time.
I miss many many things.
Awww. If only betol2 ade time machine, I would do anything to turn back time.
Eish. Tsk.
Never mind, cekgu irda said I can never change the past.
But I can change my future.:D oh yea baby. Go girlfriend.
Anyway, that mas selamat guy is so bloody stupid.
Come on ahh. It’s SINGAPORE ok.
Where can you run to?
(betol betol betol!)
I wonder how he escaped.
Maybe he flushed himself in the toilet bowl.
Or maybe the security guards didn’t go to school so they are so stupid.
Or maybe he got black magic. The other version of criss angel, maybe.
BABA rindu RARA. :D
Random yea.
Whatever lah bongok.
Btw, I have a new name.
nasyiBASTARD.
Cool right.
Oh let’s talk about what I did today.
Mama and seha again, made me feel like I’m invisible.
So I went out. And I was broke.
Believe it or not. I didn’t spend a cent.
I took bus no 7, stopped at geylang,
Searched for phoenix bangkit album (it was there!!!),
Come on ahh. It’s SINGAPORE ok.
Where can you run to?
(betol betol betol!)
I wonder how he escaped.
Maybe he flushed himself in the toilet bowl.
Or maybe the security guards didn’t go to school so they are so stupid.
Or maybe he got black magic. The other version of criss angel, maybe.
BABA rindu RARA. :D
Random yea.
Whatever lah bongok.
Btw, I have a new name.
nasyiBASTARD.
Cool right.
Oh let’s talk about what I did today.
Mama and seha again, made me feel like I’m invisible.
So I went out. And I was broke.
Believe it or not. I didn’t spend a cent.
I took bus no 7, stopped at geylang,
Searched for phoenix bangkit album (it was there!!!),
I want this!!!
Took 61 to bukit batok,
And then 106 to clementi again.
Like WHOA.
Okay bye bye. Nasyiba loves you guys.
(I live in a world full of people pretending to be who they are not)
black&white ; Saturday, March 01, 2008
