Saturday, December 29, 2007
some things are just so hard to understand.
and to explain.
all this shit about friendships and secrets.
conflicts and misunderstanding.
some stuff you know,, but you're just not sure what it's all about.
when someone you know is obviously having problems,,
you try to be nice.
you ask "what's wrong?" and the person just answered. but
the answer doesn't seem satisfying.
there's something hidden. you knew it.
but the person seems to be avoiding you.
showing some things that confuse you.
it's either you are appreciated or
unwanted.
sometimes you're wrong.
you're just thinking negative.
but if you think about it properly,,
it hurts.
you wanna get over it.
you want an explaination of what happened.
you want to be sure
the person's not hiding anything from you.
because you trust her.
she's your only best friend.
you want her to trust you too.
you can only count on her.
she's the person.
because you two are best friends.
it's just so natural.
you two didn't have to act to be very best friends
or show others you really are.
because you already are.
without being told.
yes.
sometimes some small actions taken by someone who's very special to you may hurt you very deep inside.
on the flipside,, can it be true ?
yes. it can.
but is it true ?
and so it stays as a question mark.
THE END.
black&white ; Saturday, December 29, 2007
