Friday, December 14, 2007
3.00am okay.
and I still can't sleep.
today,, I mean,, yesterday,,
I broke the record.
out of 24 hours,, I only slept for 4 hours.
and still I can't sleep.
yesterday's yesterday night,,
I couldn't sleep. It wasn't because I was stupidly excited for SBSBS outing or what.
I have got no idea why I suddenly thought about this whole year. There are many things that I really regret doing. haixx. I once brought my class down. I've brought malay dance down before too. I wonder what lies ahead. oh why do I keep getting myself into trouble,, especially like these? sometimes I just regret doing things others think is good. bah. I just wish I can repeat this whole year again,, even if I would still be a sec 1.
I wish I did better in studies.
I wish I had a better attitude towards studies.
I wish I could catch up with the rest.
I wish I didn't talk bad things about others behind their backs.
I wish I didn't hate Hanis.
I wish I didn't get into trouble with her.
I wish I didn't lie to Ms Loh about that stupid thermometer thingy.
I wish I wasn't a nerd.
I wish I was just like any other kid in school.
I WISH I WAS GOOD.
and I truly wanna change.
and now I don't care what others say,,
I just wanna be good. I'm serious.
Wouldn't it be great if I could turn back time ?
black&white ; Friday, December 14, 2007