Friday, November 2, 2007
I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry. but please don't do this.
this isn't the best way ok.
I thought it's not that BIG after all.
but look what I've done.
can't you see how hard I tried to sort things out
between the two of you?
no it's not between the two of you,,
it's already between US.
but you'd never appreciated it right?
if you did,, you wouldn't have left us.
can't you see how much you mean to me?
can't you see how much I appreciated the two of you?
can't you see how much I want us to be together?
can't you see how much I tried to make us so much closer?
can't you?
can't you understand the way I want things to be?
can't you just take a second to listen,, to recognise the best way for this?
can't you understand why it's not time yet?
can't you just be considerate and think of how others feel?
can't you see how hurt they can be?
can't you see how hurt I am?
can't you be the one you used to be?
can't you just understand why I did all I did to you?
or can't you see what I've done for you?
I'm sorry. I didn't expect things to turn out this way.
for once I think you're cruel. look.
look what you've done.
for the first time,, my friend,, for the very first time,,
I'm sad because of you.
for the first time my heart's breaking because of you.
can't you see it breaking?
I don't really care if you read this or not.
because it won't change a thing right?
if it will,, then prove it to me.
because I think you won't care.
you're just so cruel.
maybe you really are.
look.
can't you see?
amyraa,, I'm truly sorry. I know I did all this.
but leave me alone this few days aite.
maybe I'll be back,, maybe I won't.
never. I guess everything's really changing.
[[ I've never felt this way before ]] ='(
I'm now as sad as I can be.
black&white ; Friday, November 02, 2007
