Thursday, October 25, 2007
I think I almost died. I took the blood test at polyclinic. yeah. it's not really very painful ah,, but after tht I felt darn giddy. so darn giddy I could have died. I rested for half an hour,, and I thought I would wake up to see myself in NUH or something. I think it's because I saw my own blood. soo much. I got phobia lah. they took so much ah. ingat free kepe. and oh there's this thing that checks my blood pressure. so cool ah. can feel the vibration. if only I could bring it back home.
then I went back to school. oh malay dance sold hotdogs again. I helped out this time,, the cleaning up. :D
and for the first time I and kak Dina did the real rehearsal. oooh. but my voice broke a bit. shit. besok kalau jadi camtu aku pengsan teros seh.
and guess what happened ah. the piece of paper yang ade the song lyrics koyak. XD I showed it to Cekgu Hanita right on front of many many people when I was on stage,, and everybody burst out laughing,, including myself. it was fun lah. haha! nak kate paisey tu tak ah,, but mcm shiok gitu buat orang lain ketawe. I better overcome my stage fright. better okay bongok.
after school I went to west mall,, still,, even though myra didn't come along. kesian die. bought earpiece but still I'm hoping for sony punyer. one day okie. then went to library and borrowed a book.
today Mama masak my favourite dude,, asam pedas ayam!! yahoooo! the red hot one! hwee hwee. ok I'm off to the kitchen! =)
Malam bertandang,, hati berbisik mengenang
cerita derita yang daku pendam.
Kata menguji,, cuba untuk kusudahi
berulang airmata membasahi.
Aku kini perlu berdiri
walau hakikatnya pasti kan melukai.
Aku ingin semua rasai
kerna pengakhirnya hidup ku sendiri.
p.s. : abang kene saman lagi for speeding. wtf? it's starting to be normal.
black&white ; Thursday, October 25, 2007
