Saturday, October 20, 2007
gosh,, gosh. this is really happening.
no way. no way. how can I stop this from happening? fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! k I wanna cry.
nowadays things are changing alot. and my mood sucks alot la. almost everything I am doing is boring and pointless. shit. and being the same old person just won't work. If those around me are changing,, I have to,, too. And let me do it slowly. I need to ignore some people. yea. I have to. and ahh I'm really in no mood for the china trip olradi. but what should I do? see? nothing. uhuh. nothing.
it's what you call fate. I'm unlucky. this sucks la. fuck. I'm born too late. I should have known it from the start that things will change this way. what the fucking hell. ahh.
after css marketing me and didy went to imm to eat. and I found that,, we are somehow getting closer. very close. I mean,, compared to my relationship with some other seniors ahh. :D
ok life seriously sucks. these are the worst moments of my life. ok. I have to admit it. secondary school what. banyak nye dugaan. oh gosh. and I swear,, if she's letting my friend go,, she has to let me go too. I swear to Allah.
ok da.
black&white ; Saturday, October 20, 2007
