black&white ; Sunday, September 30, 2007
hey I'm back :)
today buke at Pak Long's house,, ntah ler nowadays family macam getting better gitu. which is good. except for one thing uh. yay my cousins will be around. and oh 8th october is my cousin's birthday. remind me remind me remind me.
oh and I had a heartbreak just now. HE said he's sorry. bcos he's happy now,, without me. maybe he had waited too long. but 1 month isn't long right? around 1 month uh. I guess he has found a new one. yea and I guess BOYS SUCK!!!! they are the worst creatures on Earth! they're ALL THE SAME!!! oh go f*** off ler. eh relax uh. bulan puase dok. but yea I was kinda broken-hearted ler. I thought he truly do,, you know what. he wasn't setia menanti-ing! uh. now I'm sick. sick of all this stupid stuff. mesti he's one member of those who wants to collect the number of ex-es. eh I'm telling you uh,, collecting stamps are better ler. oh come on! get a life! stupid! hah.*sob sob*.
oh yea maybe I was wrong too. I didn't tell the truth. yea I lied. you know that,, he wanted her,, she never tell. secretly she wanted him as well. hah.
k lah moody now. hah. bubyeeee. =(
black&white ; Sunday, September 30, 2007
hey it was fun. I was overjoyed. seriously.
I met Kak Mida. she said hi,, I said hi back.
then.i.saw.ayah.i.guess. while I was crossing the road. there was this man with a lady tengah naik motorsikal,, he really looked like ayah. seriously bloody helly. then I shouted "mama!" for a while. I didn't think she noticed it. GOSH. something really happened. really. but I didn't dare tell Mama bout it. I told Seha. then she asked, "but was it really ayah?". Then I shrugged. It still remains as a mystery. or is it I couldn't recognise him? ntah lah ehk. ?? hack lah.
oh and geylang MATs are cute you know. kao. gatal nyer aku. huahua. oh and I and Seha bought the same baju. yea maroon kebaya. Mama bought something maroon too. but not kebaya. she didn't want kebaya. haha and I know why. she was scared nanti tak muat,, sendat XD. notty me. she bought maroon jubah. hah.
the journey back home was really long. 1 hour. traffic jam here and there. but it wasn't that bad after all,, with music! yea of course. then I finished reading "sing to the dawn". very touching story that I almost cried. then I reached home at 11pm. yea here I am :)
I guess that's all,, adi0s! =)
black&white ; Saturday, September 29, 2007
hello. craps. today Mama went to Mak Busu's place,, the other Mak Busu lah. Oh so many Mak BusuS. seha went to library.
Today's Mama's birthday. haven't get her anything uh. can't be bothered to. oh what do you expect?
I'm broke. hah.
ok so tonight I am going to Geylang. buy baju raye. so this year I can raye alone. huahua. and only Myra knows (right?) at first I can't celebrate Hari Raya. yeah then suddenly can..
Myra: YAY!!! kalau kau tak tau nanti aku bilang k.. ;)
hmm abang still asleep. setan gondol tu.
and today I have to:
- lipat baju
- sental2 sink toilet
- kemas katil
- sapu rumah
haix. bile weekend je nak kene buat housework. besok pon mesti ade. tsk tsk. yea yea besok nak kene:
- iron my school uniform
- complete all homework
yah. then today and tomorrow got Seputeh Qaseh Ramadan. shiok uh :). tengok ok people.
oh and suddenly I remembered about China trip.
Bongok can't wait. Bongok can't wait. Bongok can't wait. Bongok seriously darnly stupidly really damnly bloody helly can't wait. KILL TIME. hah craps.
ok looking forward to buke-ing. bubye =)
black&white ; Saturday, September 29, 2007
black&white ; Friday, September 28, 2007
oh da buke da :) but sad lor,, aku buke sorang2. yea,, very very sad indeed.
mama went to Pak Busu's place,, I couldn't follow,, hal orang tue.
seha buke outside,, mesti ngan kawan2 der la tu kat KFC.
abang buke outside too. mesti ngan girlfriend die lah tu.
haha. maen sebat je aku ni.
oh and tadi pagi2 during sahur,, I kinda gaduh with abang. He called me stupid,, I called him stupid back. then I asked him what is 10x10,, then he said 1000 XDXD!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!
then he said: aku kan da lame tak pegang pen,, tak pgi skola.
hah he's a loser!!! hahaha. badigol so'od bin bongek nye santan. huahua.
ok dada!~
black&white ; Friday, September 28, 2007
guess who's this??? she's bringing sexy back.. XD
me and other malay dancers after sinar lebaran! memories<3
black&white ; Friday, September 28, 2007
nothing much happened today. exam ok uh. except that I was doing my draft during the last 15 minutes,, then I wrote so fast that my handwriting sucks. craps.
after school,, I waited for Fil at the 51 bus stop,, nak kasi gift tu. then she went to another bus stop ler. then I waited quite long urh,, but it's ok. Then myra and lea came. they took mrt home. but i still waited for Fil. haha.
I got bullied by a student pat bus stop tu. I think if myra and lea were with me,, I wouldn't have been bullied. XD I was listening to the mp3 while waiting for Fil kan,, then...
Him: Can lend me 1 earpiece?
Me: No.
Dalam hati aku macam nak cakap je "shadap can or not?" tapi tak baik plak.. bulan puase.. sabar k BONGOK. :) then bile I knew that Fil went to another bus stop,, I went home ( didnt take mrt ).then..
Him: You see la,, now the girl go home already. Why you bully her?? ( talking to his friend )
Me: ( dalam hati ) pi mampos lah korang ni.
hahaha. then I went home alone :(
oh and haha..
lea: oops sorry salah orang :/
mirah: tadi aku nampak Rex pat bus stop..
oh ya and I've just found out that Mama has Fil's,, Myra's,, Didy's and some other girls' number. ape sey. she took it from my phone. tkpe,, I'll delete it secretly okeh XP
I guess that's all,, t0odles!
black&white ; Friday, September 28, 2007
Ni baru escape dari Changi Prison XD.. Pakai baju belang2.. and it's so dark,, I look like Nasheeva. XD
1/2 girls at Sungei Buloh. Amirah,, Nadhirah,, Azalea,, Amyraa,, Me! =)
black&white ; Thursday, September 27, 2007
And Here I Am,, Getting Stronger :)
When I was young,,
Everything was fine.
And I never knew,,
My life would be this kind.
I was too young,,
To see the truth.
To see myself cry,,
Because of you.
As time flies,,
As years go by,,
I began to hate you,,
But I somehow miss you.
I can't figure out
The true feeling inside my heart.
Then in the dark I cried out loud,,
Hoping we were not far apart.
I flipped through the pages,,
To find your face.
To search for you,,
Who would brighten up my days.
But it's just so sad,,
She'd kept it away.
I thought she was bad,,
So I didn't say.
And then one day,,
I saw a guy,,
Hugging his daughter.
Oh how she cried.
Then I wished
I was like her,,
Who'd surely be happy
When she gets bigger.
Then just a second after that,,
I saw another girl who looked just like her.
Maybe she's bigger now,,
But not stronger.
She was crying
She was sobbing.
In the dark,,
She was suffering.
I tried to wipe her tears,,
Then she disappeared.
I tried to search for her in the dark,,
But in the dark I feared.
Then I blinked my eyes
A couple of times.
Just to see the mirror,,
At the bedside.
And then I realised,,
The girl I met,,
The one who cried,,
Is the one I'm smiling at.
black&white ; Thursday, September 27, 2007
oh and to my dearest bud,, I'm sorry. tau tau tau. You said it's not good for me,, but you did it. and so I did it. And now that I've done it,, you think it's OKAY. So now bubye. ok,, I'm really sorry. I should know it from the start that I shouldn't have met you. sorry sorry sorry. and I'll be the way you want me to be,, but not with you. =/
By the way,, the song below this one is Family Portrait,, by PINK. aku suke la lagu nie :)
black&white ; Thursday, September 27, 2007
black&white ; Thursday, September 27, 2007
oh just now I sat for my Mother Tongue nye exam. ok la. but I did something wrong. I was supposed to write the makne of a word but then I bine ayat. oush. tht's stupid.
oh my perot so lapa.
oh and i forgot to give Fil the gift. hah. ape aje la BONGOK nie.
and tomorrow's tomorrow is Mama's birthday. haha. remind me. remind me. remind me.
tomorrow taking mrt again uh. and uh tomorrow is english paper. so how do you study english??
so today i can slack? hah. and just now i went home straight. nothing interesting actually today uh.
and yesterday Victor got into the next round. wth!!! robert is better ler! ape sey!
so what really makes a blog interesting?? I wanted to put my pictures into it but everytime i do it my computer will jammed skejap. haix. badigol so'od nye computer.
bubye. nothing left to say. =)
black&white ; Thursday, September 27, 2007
Oh just now during Geog lesson,, I received my Geog re-test. I got 9/10.yahoo!!! hah.
After-school was okay. I and Amirah went to Causeway Point to get her handphone back. Then we went shopping! yes,, shopping. haha. I got something for Fil,, got something for myself too. A new diary! The diary very nice lor. Just that I regretted writing on the cover page. haha. it looks horrible now. hah.
oh tomorrow got mother tongue exam. urgh so stressed up. takot lah. k2 relax. and oh blaja ok!
good luck everybody! :) nites
black&white ; Wednesday, September 26, 2007
hello there! this is my new blog. yea you can expect a lot of craps here :). cos I'm crappish. the crappiest crapper. people call me bongok,, urm,, nasyiba,, and others. i dont care la as long as you know my real name,, nasyiba. oteh. blank now. oh and thanks to jasmine =).
black&white ; Wednesday, September 26, 2007
